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I see puffy, white clouds floating through my room, but they're coming
from your mouth. I smell green fields swaying in the warm air, but they
were in your hands and in your puffs. It doesn't matter to me, it's
just nice to have you around finally. The wise says you need sleep to
be efficient in life. But for the past 2 years we've been proving
that's a fucking lie. Just like you told me coffee and alcohol is all I
need. Like your heart, your brain is naive. My place has become your
refuge. Where you can eat, bathe, and rest. And you've become my best
***. I want to kiss you, but I hate that your breath smells of ***.
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She drew my heart as the sail on her blue boat. Little does she realize
she'll be taking the greatest part of me when she sails tomorrow. The
kiss she left on the paper still tastes like her. Her red lipstick
couldn't be any wetter. She said she'll come back when the ground turns
white and the houses shine from a million tiny bulbs. She made that lie
sound so beautiful with that tone. Our last good night kiss was the one
that I wish I could forget. It shouldn't be hard, the morning will be
our last duet. All I want is to sleep, is to dream. Dream about the
nights we stayed up drinking and the mornings we took walks alongside
our stream. And maybe you'll dream of the nights we drove for hours
until one of us fell asleep. Of all the places we've been and all the
ways you've scared your knees. Dream of the heat, the sweat, the torn
clothes, empty cider bottles, dirty couch, and all the times you've
said ouch. Let's share my bed one last time and dream together. Cause
soon everything will be gone, for the worse or the better.
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I honestly don't think that the nights I gave you everything I could offer have become useless. You're marching and I won't argue about it, you know this as well as I do.At least, stay this one night. I want to believe that maybe you aren't sure of what you're about to do.Maybe tonight I'll feel as if I was always meant to leave alone. Because I know that smile, so definitive. The same smile that opened the door to your paradise to me.They say that for every man there is a woman like you for them.But in my place you have someone else. The same as me, or better? It's best if I doubt it. Why did you look down at the grass this time? You ask me to remain friends. Friends? Why friends, damn it? I can forgive a friend, but I love you.My natural instincts might be harsh, but they show me truth.There is one thing that I have yet to tell you. That all my problems,you know, are called you.But only because of that you view me as a sore loser. I do it only to feel secure about my future.And if you don't even want to tell me how I failed you.Just remember that I have already forgiven you. On the other hand, you just tell me sorry and that you don't love me anymore. You should leave, with my story in your hands.What are you going to do? Just make up an excuse and leave.You shouldn't worry about me, it's best if it stays like that.I'll write a couple of letters about you,trying to hide my emotions.I'll write,using few words,about that smile,that definitive smile.That smile that opened the door to your paradise to me.
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Hug me, because maybe If you leave I'll get cold. Because you're my
warmest coat,my dear.Only like this,with you I can be happy. Hold me,
then I can recite you this letter that I've been preparing with
love,day after day, for you. My dear, I love you so much. You're my
crystal silhouette. I'll take you one day where the sun is born. We
will see the stars dance with each other as the moon shines on us.
Everything will be perfect, as long as you're holding me.
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I'll write to you again, but I'm not sure if I'll send it to you. Or if
I'll tear it apart again. Sweetheart, I'm beginning to miss you. Now, that
you aren't with me, who could you be with? My punishment for letting
you go is the image that you're with him. With him, all tranquil,
locked in your room sharing everything we used to. You've hid our
pictures, my image reminds you of all our wonderful times. All I can
think of is you and him. I hope he enjoys his time with you...and the
taste of your lips.
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What has become of you? I need to know today about your life. I need
someone to tell me about all your good times. Night has settled in an I
need to know. What has become of you? You changed without knowing my
entire life. I don't know if I'm happier with myself or with you. Come,
cause the thirst to love you isn't does me good. I want to wake up
next to you my dear.I need you in order to be happy. Come, cause time
is running and it's separating us even further. Life is leaving us
behind. I need to know, what has become of you?
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Tonight I saw you cry
You were full of sorrow and despair
You're eyes swelled with those sour tears
While I just stood there gazing at the night sky
I just stood there emotionless
While you kept sobbing your heart out
All I could do was watch. And laugh
Laugh at what once was something,but now was meaningless
Tonight I ask myself why was I so unyielding
Why be so insensitive to the fact that I was losing my "love"?
But I know why, I've always known why
I never loved you. I'm a master at lying
My heart doesn't know how to love a woman,
Like the stars love the moon
Like the roses love the rays of sunlight after a thunderstorm.
Lust is the purpose of an *** that lies within this man
I just wish, I could see you cry one last time.
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Let's take one more walk down this slippery slope. Just keep talking about how happy I make you.While I'll keep thinking about last night, trying not to choke.You may look in my eyes and see something special in me. I don't care what it is that you see, just don't confuse it with what you might want it to be. Take my hand, and hold me tight. It's quite a cold December night.Your lips always have a different taste,should I worry about this every time? Tonight let's change our routine and take it slow. With a bit of passion, I want to see your sweat make your body glow.Tonight I want to hear you say my name. But let's not take it further or there won't be a happy ending to this game.This will only be tonight, forget it soon like November snow. One last kiss for good-bye, one last stare as you put back your shirt.Now, I just stare at the tele, knowing what I've just done, I'm just a mere pervert and this bed has enough room just for one.
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I was your greatest love, the most beautiful echo of your voice, your
dawn, your partner of your most lovely memories. I gave you my soul,my
warmth,my youth,my solitude. I loved your body, your smile, your touch
and your defects.And now another has taken up my place.Another now
sleeps besides you. He has taken what I once loved without thinking
that my life would end, and without you I'm worth nothing. And now
another has taken my place. Another will be the one that calms down
your thirst to be kissed. It's difficult to forget and comprehend that
yesterday I had you in my arms and now you belong to another. I want to
run, I want to cry, remain here, and tear down everything to start over
again.Good-bye, and without any hesitation I'll be on my way never to
look back at my life that was destroyed.While another takes my place.
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Why remain like this? All we are offering each other is pain.Everything
that we once were has ended, and there's no possible way we can be
together again. I don't want to create false hope for you that will
never become true. I'm suffering as much as you and I can't watch you
cry any more. That's why I'm begging you to give your heart an
opportunity to have someone to live for. Look for a new love that will
make you very happy. We're through and there's nothing left. Don't
think about how our love ended, instead remember all those memories in
your heart that, I promise, will make you smile.
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I wish I could return to that place where we always shared a smile. I
never thought I could ever lose the one who taught me how to love. How
lonely I am without you, I know I've lost you. But if you still believe
that I can make you happy let's try one more time to be that perfect
couple we once were. I have never stopped thinking about you, I could
even say that without you I can't be happy. I'm going to show you that
I truly love you. It's my dream to start again and leave everything in
the past behind. I'm asking you with all my soul, give me one more
chance.
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In the language of love, reason doesn't exist. There is nothing that can understand my heart, there's no remedy for my situation, no possible way to help me get rid of your love. In the language of love, reasoning doesn't exist. There is nothing that can rid me of this obsession, that can help me rip this love apart, nothing that can erase my false illusions. I want to stop loving you, you've become illicit to me. I want to recover from this damn nightmare. I want to tear this torture from my heart. I want to learn to live again, be happy, and began to love again.
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No one but you, feels my gaze and adverts my urge when I desire you. No
one but you, can provoke,and knows how to caress me when I desire you.
But you're so far away and I'm in solitude. My flesh is weak, my
strength is weak and I forget everything. No one but you, dreams
between my arms and slowly falls asleep when she feels my hand.No one
but you can undress my bed, gives herself to me and love me. But you're
so far away and my strength is diminishing. The desire is calling, the
night calls me, to give myself to another. And I turn off the lights,
to remember your scent. And I turn of the lights, to imagine that I'm
making love to you. And I turn of the lights, to remember how you
taste. And I turn of the lights, to imagine that I feel you here. But
you're so far away and I'm living in solitude. No one but you,
continues to love me. Continues to understand me even after we've
ended. No one but you, helps me to keep going, helps me out when I wake
up. But you're so far away, and I'm all alone.
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All I see are pulses and all I hear are thumps. You're trying to find
the car in this maze, while I'm trying to find the garbage dump. We
could get in or we could walk around this beautiful city. I'll carry
half the drinks but we have to try to walk slow. I'm sure with this
much booze we'll continue to think we're pretty. Your lips stir me up
and your laughter adds to the tension. I'm sure the car is warmer than
the night air, but will this feeling end if I make the mention. Neither
of us is suited to drive, tonight my best friend is the taxi driver.
You want more beer when we have half of our case left and more in my
apartment. I took a sock off and you followed quickly. Let's ignore the
door isn't closed and keep going. Tonight my confidence is high and I
won't make this a quickie. I got up early, 'cause I had to be at work.
To make sure you won't be upset or you won't care I left you with
plenty alcohol.
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" Is it time to leave?"
"Yes."
" Will we see each other again?"
" You know that's a yes."
"When? Where?"
" Every moment, everywhere. I promise you, everywhere. If you ever see a paper boat floating on our favorite lake on the verge of sinking, snatch it quick and fix its sail, my dear. It might be me, perhaps it's me.And it might remind you of how I once was. And if you ever see a bird suffering from the blistering winter, protect it, shelter it, and share your warmth with it. It might be me, perhaps it's me. And it will remind you that I was like that once. When that new boy finally arrives that makes you fall in love once more, and when he gets angry from seeing that picture you've kept of me, just tell him that I was a mere illusion. An illusion and nothing more."
"And you? What are you going to do?"
"I'll remain here, it's another form of leaving, no? Don't cry, everything is fine. When he finally arrives, just tell him I was an illusion, and nothing more."
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